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2006-05-15T04:58:00.000-07:00

hahas...changed my blog lerrs...

http://archdevil-frost.blogspot.com

those who knew me..link me..and tag me as well..

wont be using this lerrs...

moved house lerrs..

baobeix help me create derrs..

=P

2006-05-04T18:02:00.000-07:00

now in schol..today Dad fetch me to school..before that we went to eat..i drank one soya bean milk..ate lor mai kai and one black pepper chicken puff...waited baobeix at her bus stop at 8.15...but bao beix waited for me at the opposite side from 8.10..until 8.45 then i sensed that there might be something wrong...then realised that baobeix was waiting for me from the other side...hahas...f=send bao beix to class first..was so tired..so slept in bao beix class for about 8 mins...then went back to my own class..yesterday bao beix waited for me after she end school..i end at 4 yesterday...went to teach bao beix a bit of pool in MAMBO...well..bao beix improved a little bit..but still not well enough...bao beix is keen on learning...kept wanting me to teach her...

=)

2006-04-30T20:36:00.000-07:00

start from two days ago..
30th april..
was me and baobeix seventh month anniversary..
woke up early..
had a quarrel with DAD..
went to meet bao beix.
was late..so guilty..
had to make bao beix wait for me..
went to west mall MAY FASHION..
to use their nail cutter..
then took the red line mrt to orchard..
journey was quite long..
went to Shaw House..
wanted to catch a movie..
but..gave up the idea..
went to wheeLOCK place to shopped around..
went to dolls inc..crumpler shop
saw the ten inch cold day in hell trexi..
awww..the limited ed crumpler bag was ugly..
then walked to cineleisure..
pass by ngee ann city..
bao beix had the urge to eat takoyaki balls..
i bought bread papa cream puff..YUMMY
went cineleisure took photos..
went to look at the couple rings..didn't buy
bao beix don't like the price of the rings..
then went to the Heeren shop..
went to fleshimp..action city..
and went to take photos AGAIN..
couldn't jammed the escalator..
bcause i was wearing slippers..
then went esteler to try their curry chicken..
don't quite like it..
went to the coffee club to eat..
ate muddy mud pie..iced mocha vanilla..bluberry cheesecake and choc milkshake
went to esplanade..
sat there and chat about me and bao beix future..
OUR future..
OUR house..
OUR family..
OUR lifes together..

YSM wants EDW to be her husband...
EDW wants YSM to be his wife..
EDW vows to take care of YSM in life or death..

=P

^_^

2006-04-26T01:57:00.000-07:00

yoz...long time haven blog sehs...
now in skool blogging..hahas..
hmmm..just attend a motivational talk..
who moved my cheese..
by jeffrey goh...
before dat went eat with bao beix and kuku yong...
eat at mac...hahas..ate the mouth-watering fillet-o-fish
hmmm..skool quite alright..
no chio bus in mi class...sianx...
now using bao beix de macbk update..

kaes..
'nuff said

frost. flawed.

2006-02-10T22:31:00.000-08:00

just got my o lvls result ytd. si bei dissapointing. L1R4 = 20 points. really didnt expect that. tot could get at least 15. my eng got a b4 and humanities c6. wth. dunno whether i can get into the courses i want. zzz. sad ley. cant get my gaming comp i made my mom promise me if i scored 15 and below. damnit. nv mind i'll work harder in other things ba.

wow i realise i dont have the discipline to blog at all.. i can only be forced/ advised to blog under extreme pressure. lol. jkjk bout the last part. yeah.. 1 cheesy fellow asked me blog. i almost forgot my acc de password man.. hahaha..

recently being hooked up to dota. not recently la. long time le.. haha.. almost everyday ginza sia. with M2F they all. finally i got accepted by a clan le! =D (roX.fr0st) hehehe.. gotta work hard fer a gaming comp le. dont want waste anymore unneccessary money on lan. they can get mircophone and play b.net with leo and yz ! cool shit..

hai. just broke with her three days ago. guess it was no happy ending. she met me at j.e de ice skating rink at 12.30pm on our 6th month.. i reached there.. and had told her what i felt.. it wasnt easy. felt that our relationship was sort of a rountine le. i only get to see her if i pick her up from worka bugis. which wasnt easy btw. i guess overtime i found it the time taken to travel there and back home was too long ba. i know others may think that if i cant even take time to travel down there.. i dont make it as a godd bf. but i'm just putting forward my honest feelings.

=(

we dont share much of a common interest too ba. i dont know how to put it. but i find it hard to really talk to her bout my everyday life ba. i dont know why. but yeah. maybe becos of different wavelengths? maybe she isnt just the one fer me.

anyway just now shirlyn talked to me abit on msn. shirlyn asked if she was to ask for a patch would i agree. i seriously dont know how to answer her. so i told shirlyn that i'll would have to consider seriously. she added that i would have to be a better bf.

i dont know. personally i feel that being in a relationship really would restrict one's freedom somehow or another. *troubled*

wonder ever if she would come across this entry of mine.

so long since..

2005-10-06T17:27:00.000-07:00

alright here i am again.. so long since .. i've updated. i'm here because someone asked me to update. lol. i am so lazy.

hmm.. recently school has been a little hectic. so many other school papers to cope with. and they really come in stacks. yuhua. jurongville. xin min (shing min. lol) dunearn. fuhua.

argh.. whatever la. having headache trying to rack my brain more..

but perhaps its a good thing afterall.. we have to really push ourselves still its the last lap of the race le just as mrs kong said. dont wish to flunk my exams badly too. having problems with accounts and chemistry. hai

wow. .bao beix de results very good lehh. 5th in class somemore. so clever huh?

hmm.. this saturday will be our 2nd month le. guess will be going to swensen's and then east coast park there ba. bao beix loves it there. hahaha..

guess i'll end here le. haha. just oen short entry.

(really cant wait till the after 'O' lvls. then i'll get to spend more time you. so many places can go sia.. =) )

b****

2005-08-08T05:18:00.000-07:00

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2005-08-04T00:55:00.000-07:00

its over.

but seriously i am glad for you.
glad for you that you can bounce back and that you have already someone in mind.
some you like or perhaps love.

i'm sure he will make a good boyfriend. hahaha..

its just that something's tugging at the back of my mind. something i cant help pondering about.

i was talking on the phone with you.. and you told me much things about him.. and about your feelings for him.. you seemed to be willing to sacrifice so much time and everything for him.. was full of praises for him .. the things you said.. made me felt you really liked him a lot.. i listened attentively.. and you seemed so geniuely happy..

i wondered if you ever treated me that way before. when you talked on the phone with him, you even put your status on MSN to be " On the phone" .. i wondered if you ever did that in the past.. you sacrificed so much for him even though you both are not together.. i wondered if you were really willing to do all those in the past. you seemed geniuely happy, i wondered if you were in the past.

but never mind. its not important at all. my passion and love for you has already died le. i've already found her le. perhaps you have already changed for the better. i sincerely hope all the best for you too.

let us just remain as.. friends.

zz

2005-06-19T18:08:00.000-07:00

In the end, when destiny and time meet, they all seem to know, seem to understand that they knew all along and were betraying me. They understand the meaning and the justice and that they must pay. They're struck by the meanings of life and of death simultaneously and see that there is no difference. A blink, a missed heartbeat, a final exhalation , nothing.. the buzzing.. color the length of light, nothing more. Their final wisdom is the lesson and the gift.

The scent of her flesh, of her color and movement and smile and glance!
She knows!
She might not realise it yet, but she knows.
Somehow, on some dark level of consiousness in the ancient country of her mind, she has to be aware of what fate plans for us, of the inevitability and momentum of desire, to know how close we are, united, merged, cleaved unto each other, almost as one.

Original sin. Original betrayal.
Almost as one...
She knows!

Almost nothing in the world was perfect. For God's sake, he, among all, understood that. But once concessions were made, choices settled, plans laid and carried out - there could be perfect moments. Imbalances in the cosmos could be shifted, measurements recalibrated, objects and colous brought into clear focus. Colors could be felt and heard like music. Like music!

White powder, pink sex, green money, red vengeance, the blue eyes of the gods.

extracted from Darker than night by John Lutz. This is one good book.

Frost

2005-04-24T11:01:00.000-07:00

went to girl's house to study p.o.a ytd.. haha.. at least now i know how to do a trial balance.. =X haha.. her mum's kinda funny and friendly too.. gave me a mac treat.. thanks man (although i know aunt you'll never be reading this)

after that went to jp with dad and saw jy, mw, char, xl, huang, and guang yong. they just came back from orchard i suppose.

yay.. my dad has agreed to help me pay for around half of my facial treatment thingy! that's around 200 bucks! wahaha.. then i'll have less 10 blackheads in two weeks! (i'll be less ugly! grinx) furthermore, when i went to guardian ytd, watned to get the "Witch" products, but the salesgirl recommended me another sort of gel to ease my acne and spots.. hopefully it works well.. =) oh yeah.. i made my contact lenses too.. can collect them on this coming tuesday..

got sylvester's album (burned de. -_-" ) from siao-min.. =X anyway thanks yeah? sylvester rocks. .

hmmm.. supposed to be playing floorball last thursday with rachel, jeremy, and a few others ba.. but at last all of us didnt go except for rachel. man, no one seemed interested at all.

4 months le. 130 days. Time passes so fast.. i love you girl. you mean a lot me.. =)

only one

2005-04-13T18:59:00.000-07:00

Broken, this fragile thing now
and I can't, I can't pick up the pieces.
And I've thrown my words all around,
but I can't, I can't give you a reason.

I feel so broken up (so broken up),
and I give up (I give up),
I just wanna tell you so you know..

Here I go,
scream my lungs out and try to get to you,
you are my only one.
I let go,
there's just no one that gets me like you do
you are my only,
my only one.

Made my mistakes, let you down
and I can't, I can't hold on for too long.
Ran my whole life in the ground
and I can't, I can't get up when your gone.

And something's breaking up (breaking up),
I feel like giving up (like giving up),
I won't walk out until you know..

Here I go
scream my lungs out and try to get to you,
you are my only one.
I let go
there's just no one that gets me like you do
you are my only,
my only one.

Here i go,
so dishonestly.
Leave a note
for you my only one.
And i know,
you can see right through me.
So let me go
and you will find someone.

Here I go,
scream my lungs out and try to get to you,
you are my only one.
I let go,
there's just no one, no one like you
you are my only,
my only one.

My only one (x3)
You are my only,
my only one.

/.,

2005-04-10T05:14:00.000-07:00

tried calling yr handphone, yet it was switched off. promised to call you. yet i chose to wait until now. i'm sorry. obviously you wanted to sleep and didnt want to listen to my calls.

i'll admit.. i've cried. thought bout so many things and what you've said just now. had so much thoughts and emotions that i want to share with you.

i wanted to tell you why me or the others didnt visit you today. but today, you totally didnt give me a chance to. you asked me to save my explanations. These three words alone are enough to kill me. i was totally floored. i couldnt say out anything anymore. i cant believe you think i place my friends before you. ask anyone in our clique ba. or anyone. you mean the most in my life. you said i rather go out with my friends than with you. haix. i dont want to repeat myself again. The words i say dont mean anything to you. you go "yeah right. or no,no,no. or yeah yeah." maybe if i was any of yr best guy friends.. it would have been easier. my heart breaks whenever i think of that. haix. you didnt tell me, you expected me to take the initiative to visit you. yes, maybe i should have. but i could have been busy. maybe i could have been doing some homework, such as my FNN coursework which is so incomplete. maybe i'll be going out with my family or go shopping alone.

that's just one of the times i think you are taking me for granted. arent you. do you know how much i've done for you? the sacrifices i have put in? it's all the small little things that count. maybe you dont realise it. never mind. let me ask. do you realise that everytime we talk on the phone, i never ask you to wait unless i really have to? i always put my fullest attention into talking to you. i dont get myself distracted at all. what about you?

i cherish the little amount of time we have communicating more to each other. i just broke my phone. and i think it's a good thing somehow. i could have easily got a new handphone which probably, not as good. yet i dont need to have others calling me. i dont need to have people messaging me. my dad wanted to subscribe the incoming second line thingy for the house phone.. yet i told him not to. i didnt want him to waste his money and.. others calling me. affecting my studies too. all i wish is to talk to you everyday. you're already so busy sometimes even when we're on the phone. if i had a handphone.... haix. i dont want to even lessen down the time we have on the phone.

always whenever you miss call me, my phone will only ring once or twice and i dont have caller id. so i'll wait patiently in my room for yr call. i cant get out of my room. yet i never complain.

sometimes i feel lost. you might not have been smiling at all to me the whole day. or giving me monosymbollic replies. perhaps you unhappy and cant bring yrself to smile or talk. or sometimes you're feeling unwell. i understand. yet when sometimes a guy/gal talks to you, a smile is immediately drawn on yr face. and you begin to talk to him/her freely. i keep quiet. then when i joke a little with other girls, they laugh or maybe smile a little. it really brightens my day and i feel happy, but a part of me feels empty.

i find myself useless. cause i'm unable to make you happy even as yr boyfriend.

there are still so many things. like the few times i got food and drinks for you regardless in school or at home. that time, i took a cab down to yr house to get you food because that was the only way to prevent the mo-shi mo-shi's from melting. i took a cab down the other time because you were hungry and i didnt want you to wait too long. although i might have been caught for bringing food up in school, i still bring it up for you if you need to eat. that time, when i brought you up the fish fillet and char seow bao, you didnt want to eat because of the fish fillet. i apologized. i asked you if you wanted to eat the bun or wanted me to get a new one. yet you sort of ignored me and talked to zhi qi. i threw the food into the bin outside.

lastly.. you know whats partly the reason i took the money? yes, i agree, i lack the integrity and discipline. I know that i’m in the wrong. yet what’s done is already done. i dont know, i dont know, i dont know what to do. i'm just sorry.. yet, i saved the money in my piggy bank because... i wanted to get a ring for you.. which costs me 369. and that's why i rather not get the phone too. haix. yet i know that if i told you just now, you might have told me that you wont want the things you got from the "dirty" money i had. i was battling in my mind whether to tell you. yet at last i didnt. i seriously dont know how i would react if you said that. i'm just so lost.

sometimes i think whether is it i am putting so much of myself into this relationship, that when i do even a little less, you feel insecure and think i dont place you first in my heart. haix.

i'm not trying to imply anything or want you to change. i just hope that you know that i love you so much. i want to do all the things that will make you happy. you know that all the idiotic things i do or say is just to see you smile or laugh. to me, it's the greatest achievement of the day. i want you to know i place you before my friends. please dont ever doubt my sincereness. whenever i do the nice things for you, although it may be inconvienient for me, yet all i want to feel appreciated. at least i know i'm not doing these things in vain. be it even a small matter.

this past month wasnt quite a happy one. i'm sorry for all the times i made you unhappy. i will change.

it's so easy for me to smile by the things you do or say, yet it's so hard for you to smile sometimes when i'm with you.
you are my only one. i love you girl. missing yr warming hug this very second. =P

(donkey just hopes to be better appreciated)

,./

2005-04-08T23:20:00.000-07:00

haix.. these few days has being kinda boring.. cause girl had being admitted into the hospital... =(
she had experienced headaches, dizzy spells and feeling naueous this past week.. she was hospitalised as the neurologist found a speck in her brain after taking her brain scan. was really worried after calling girl a few times that day and she didnt pick up my call.. went to visit her on the second day she was hospitalised.. she seemed fine and at her usual self.. except that they had this big thingy injected into her.. it really must have hurt and she couldnt exactly bend her right hand.. aww.. =(

hmmm.. she had so much yummy food placed in front of her.. bird's nest, chocolates, tarts and other pastries from Polar.. cool man.. you know what? her bed was electronically controlled and she could lower or increase the elevation of her bed at her convienence.. i wished i could have such a bed.. makes me jealous and i wished i could stay in a hostipal for at least one day.. lolx. hmm.. her mom, dad, sister and sister's boyfriend came to visit her that day and then her dad sent me home.. saved me the taxi fare.. haha.. she had lots of calls and messages.. seems like lots of ppl care for you girl.. =P

(dissapointed that even as yr boyfriend.. i didnt even know you were hospitalised at first.. until when i went to school and heard charlotte and kian siang talking bout it. you know how it feels when ppl go around asking me what happened to you? i have no choice but to say "i don't know, maybe she's sick?" then they'll ask "you her boyfriend lehh.. dont you even know?" haix. my calls werent answered.. I know i cant blame you.. you couldnt pick up the call at that point of time. I went to school feeling listless. I know it wasnt yr fault, it was mine. I haven got a handphone and you couldnt msg me or something.. but i just want to say out what i feel.. haix)

anyway.. it just doesnt feel right, or to feel something missing out in my day, yet i dont know what it is.. and i suddenly have this feeling of lonliness.. and i realise i miss you badly. These few days, whenever i turn to my left, all i see is just an empty seat with books underneath the table. I hang my head low and wonder when you'll come back..

at least now i know you're back.. and i really hope you wont stress yrself out too much.. dun think so much girl.. I love you always =)

2005-04-02T21:20:00.000-08:00

hmm.. quite some things happened recently and i dun even know were to start with.

today went out with girl to je to get her revision books and stuff, then went to IMM to have long john silvers. and i could tell you she's really funny at times. dunno lehh.. the small little things she does and the way she talks is kinda.. funny to me .. hahaha =X (i know you'll be reading this soon)

well.. just cleared NAFA test a few days ago and things were kinda fine.. saw lester in the midst of the shutter run.. man he was quite a sad thing.. ran and slipped the first time, but he didnt give up and continued running.. during the last lap, he fell down really hard and could see vividly he was in great pain.

oh yes.. just went through the adam's khoo camp around two weeks ago.. really cool I was really motivated. ( ok now you all dont go "yeah right" k? ) That Gary guy is really a talented speaker. He is just so quick-witted and has such a good memory. Anyway, can't believe I actually went up to stage to make a quick declaration. I was so darn nervous and kept tapping my fingers on my pants. If it was not for jeremy who pulled away my bag and rachel & vina who said they would stand up and clap (which they didnt.. awww) , i wouldn have the guts to go up. so guess I really have to study hard for my 'O' lvls ba..

oh yes i have to add that I cant take care of my stuff well. maybe you wont believe me if i said this, but yes my nokia 6260 broke into two pieces.. sort of the "buy 1 get 1 free" promotion.. darn it. the quality of the hp isnt that good i realised. need to save money to buy a temporary hp le i guess.

didnt attend school this friday. there's this actual recount of what happened. I woke up at 7 and was darn shocked when i looked at the clock. then i rushed to brush my teeth. after that when i wanted to wear my sch uniform, i realised my sch uniform was still wet though i had hung them out on thurs night. feeling sian diaox, i didnt attend sch and had mac breakfast with my dad.

so many little unhappy things have been happening this past month. it has been hard. feeling depressed at times. like to hide things alot. thinking a lot too. guess i'm just like that. i dun really care.

2005-03-06T01:50:00.001-08:00

haha. you're the reason i aint tired.

so many things to blog about, i dun know where to start from.
hmmm.. so many things have been happening lately. and damnit it's all my fault. sorry girl. i dun know why i always think so much, feeling so unsecure. perhaps this is just me?
arghhhh...

anyway.. I'm feel i'm proud to be a mamafeng memeber. coz i'm sometimes and beginning to be so crazy. like laughing at ppl looking at me from the bus, especially uncles.. wahaha. but i think it's fun. haha next time i wanna try doin push-ups on the road.. =)
hai yo recently rubbish clan hasn been any development. rarely any conference de. or perhaps not. maybe i'm too outdated cox i didnt conference so have a lack of information on recent events. awwww.

today went to clementi with meng wee to play arcade. was quite fun la. especially when it was my first virgin attempt at playing soccer. then my opponent couldnt beat, got a draw at last.. hahaha. somemore i chose a stoopid country argentina. after that was on my way to meet girl, cox she needed to go to kk hospital to pass her younger sister a laptop for her to play with. then something happened. and I reacted in a moment of frustration. darnn.. so sorry girl. i dun wanna see you sad. it pains me. i just feel you have things on yr mind you're not telling me.

hmmm.. i shall update next time.. suddenly mind becomes all blank.

2005-03-06T01:50:00.000-08:00

dunnno lehh.

2005-02-16T23:45:00.000-08:00

hmm.. dunno lehh

just know i flunked my eng in the first fifteen yrs of my life. and i flunked like never before. 28 over 100. can you even believe it? at least ard 35 others also flunked with me too. lol. practically the whole class.

and girl has a new nick. called "moomoo chai". dun ask me. Its jux a nick i created. sounds nice?

hmm.. celebrated valentine's with girl and jy. Hey girl, this is also the first time i ever celebrated valentine's lo. hmmm.. bought girl two donkey keychains. one big and soft, the other one small and solid. haha. also bought her three stalks of roses too. hope you like it girl... I love you. =)

and today marks the 2nd month of girl and me together le. time just passes by so swiftly.
(I grow to love you more past each day)

diaox. darn. and i have to complete two essays tonite. if i dun complete it, my head will roll tml. thx to the dalina. sometimes she jux sucks. guess i really gotta burn the midnight oil le.
and i just got a severe scolding from dad. let him "shoot" so many times. but i gotta bear it. just to be online and keep my promise to girl...

and i must declare tt our rubbish clan is expanding steadily. From the initial members of 4, we have sucessfully recruited two more members who are...... girl and asaph. They hav hereby pledged utmost loyalty to our party. Gossiping and interfering with ppl's lives have been one of the few motto's of our clan. We will continue to sprout rubbish and talk nonsense and make this world a better place to live in. (RTC) rubbish talkin clan

guess i shall stop here and continue with my hw le. No time left.

To rubbish king: If you're reading this, sorry tonight think i cant really conference le. My dad keeps checking on me. darn.

To rubbish bin: You must be snoring right now. Nvm. tml we'll continue to talk cock together bout sugar cane. wahaha

To rubbish da-ge: I'll try to help you finish the last bit of essay of yrs. should be simple lo. If i cant den too bad.

To rubbish girl: I love you. =p

i am david

2005-02-16T08:11:00.000-08:00

also known as donkey ee!!

"hello my name is donkey ee and i'm selling flags today! would you like to make a donation?"

bahwhahahahahahhahha

uh-oh

2005-02-03T11:20:00.000-08:00

hmm.. sorry girl. Now got no time to update my bloggy. Dad want me to sleep le. Perhaps tml k? =pPp *lamey*

sorry

2005-01-13T23:38:00.000-08:00

I'm sorry. I will change.

It's just that.. I need more time. I didnt mean to do it on purpose. sorry. haix.
I didnt know I disappointed you so much.

You arent controlling me too much. It's not control anyway, i know you're concerned bout me. You have made me a better person instead. And i will change for the better.

I'm sorry.

ages since..

2004-12-28T15:18:00.000-08:00

it has been ages since i updated my blog.. i guess i wouldnt have updated, if it has not been sweetheart who reminded me.. hahaha

hmmm.. i'm finally 15!! so late hor? and boy i am goin to make my IC as soon as possible.. anyway.. shall share a embrassing secret with you all. This year is the first time i ever celebrated my birthday.. =X Haha.. it feels great to blow the candles and cut the cake and of course.. make a birthday wish.. which i shall not tell.. =p anyway.. celebrated my birthday with jy, yt, mw, char and of cox.. my sweetheart..

and know something? kel got me an devil evirob... my favourite!! wahahaha.. i love you kel! couldnt believe my eyes when i opened up the box.. besides tt, she gave me a pair of drumsticks, an cool OP shirt and a candy cane.. all tt i wanted.. she fooled me for the past few days when i went out with her to get christmas presents.. told me she wanted to look for an OP shirt supposingly for her cousin.. and claimed she wanted to learn the drums and bought a pair of drumsticks.. arghh.. but i dun care.. =)

kel. i love you. thanks for... everything

first entry.

2004-12-13T07:54:00.000-08:00

hmmm.. this is the first time i am writing a blog. and i am feeling darn weird. i always read blogs, never expected myself to be writing one. well someone asked me to write a blog and here i am.

anyway.. i got SACKED by a freaking foul-mouthed ah-neh a few days ago. jux over a small little matter. arghhh. but i shall not kill my brain cells fretting over this matter. now i gotta look for another job urgently before sch reopens. need to buy soooo many things.. such as a nokia 7610, full collection of evirob and.. billabong stuff! hahaha. i'm so materialistic.

today was boring.. went down to dad's office early in the morning. went there cox my dad wanted to "supervise" me doing homework. then mw called in the afternoon. wanted me to come back to jurong to meet him, char and jy. but i couldnt cox my parents insisted that i eat steamboat with them at marina south. then apologised to them as i couldnt make it. later in the evening yt asked me to go coffeebean to have coffee. yet i couldnt cox my dad was unhappy with me. man, today i'm jux a daddy's boy.

man now i hav a sudden craving for ice-cream. wanna go down to Walls factory and buy lotsa ice-cream! etc. royale cornetto, magnum intense, a few selection tubs and splits. yummy yum!

haix. if you are reading this. i am sorry. i know sorry doesnt help but i still gotta say it. i know i have betrayed the trust you had in me. perhaps jux hate me. i am sorry